Albatross

 Aj usny hr bar ki trha apni dost ki birthday gift k lye Mjy kha me Jb k Mjy bht mahsoos hua k usny aj tk Mery lye asy shopping ni ki Mery lye gifts ni lye Han me mna krti rhi hmesha Mjy ni chaye kch lkn khud b to insan kch la skta aj 5 sal sa zyada ka arsa hogya ha ….. Uski dost Jo k mna wo b krti ha meri madad sa Usky lye gifts lye ja ra hn lkn Mery lye kch ni ha ……💔  Aj bht mahsos hua k me insan nhi hn ya shayad me insan kahlana k laiq nhi hn ….💔❤️‍🩹

 Bht takleef deti hn khwahishen kbhi kbar is qdr def deti hn k insan thak jata or khta bs ho g ab mzeed nhi ho pay ga mjsa… Or chor k jo takleef honi wo b bht ha sth rah k b bht takleef ha phr is muqam a jata insan k thori c khushi ki khatir jo sth rahny wali takleef brdasht krny lgta lkn waqt k sth sth khud khtm hota chla jata…… Phr b agly bndy ko kbhi b apki value ni ho g Jb tk wo khud takleef na utha lay,…..💔❤️‍🩹

 Bht tajleef deti ha wo chz jo dill manta na ho lkn phr b woi dakhni pary or sbsy zyada takleef tb hoti ha Jb agli insan ko pta ho k ye chz apko hurt krti ha phr b Jan bọj kr woi kry ..!!!!! Akela feel krta wo insan bht jisky sahary ki talash me sbko chorta lkn woi insan usko Sahara nahi deta….. Me ab sb kch khna chor dea ussy shikayat krna chor d q k meri baton ki ahmiyat nhi rahi usky samny or me usko chor b nhi skti q k me bht Muhabat krti hn usay is lye ab sochna chor dea ha sb kch ……..bs Jo ho ra hota jay zindgi konsa khtm nhi họ g mayos nhi hn bs apny Allah ki raza me razi hn ….Alhamdulilah 

 Kbhi k har insan chah k b sách Bol ni skta…..kbhi rishto ko bchany k lye..kbhi khud ko bahlana k lye , kbhi khud ko bch any k lye kisi museeebat sa…… Lkn khty sách agr glt k lye chupaya jay to samny zrur ata …. Abhi jesy mard marny hn hmara muachary k dominant category ha lkn iska Mtlb ye to ni na orat ko insan hi na smjha jay!!!!! Kia orat agr 1 mard k lye possessive ha to b orat glt, agr wo orat khi or affair bnaly ya larko ko dost bnaly is orat ka character khrab ha qqqq????? Jb k mard jo najayez rishty bnata, dosri orton ko tarta , apni Bv ko ghr ki char dewari sa bhr ni jany deta,,,, kr to wo glt raha ha phr usko hnari society q glt ni khti?????? Kia ye mard ki society ha Isi lye rape cases zyada hoty ja ra hn akhir hmari society ha Kia???? Me 1 larki hn Kia ye meri sza ha ?????? Mjy jayez chz ki khuwahish ka Haq ni ha????? 

 Aj Mjy phr 1 bat ny dukhi Kia lkn Mjy hr bar ki trha khud k Sikh khud to dakhny hn …… Usny aj Mjy bat ki asy and ax me jesy pta ni kit I dfa kah chuka ho Jb me kha k Mery ilm me ye bat ni ulta Mjy musalat krny lga k btaya tha tm bhol gái phr usko khud Jb realise hua k uski glty usny phly kbhi is bat ka zikr ni Kia to mj py chrai krty moo bna k chla gya ….. Kia asy b pyar hota ha Kia….. kbhi lgta wo blkl ni chahta Mjy me bht muhabat kr bathi hun ussy ….. Mjy frq ni prta ab apni drd takleef sa koi b…..💔❤️‍🩹

 Kia usko mera khyal ni ata kbhi usny dehan ni dea 5 sal sa zyada wqt hogya h sth k Mjy jany wo to itna ni janta Mjy Kia psnd Kia ni….💔 Kia me glt hn Kia agr me expect krun koi surprise ya kch b jo Mjy axha lgy ❤️‍🩹???? Me usko tng ni krti kbhi wo ye kry wo kry Mery lye hn mera dill bht krta ye sb lkn shayad me kch b kr ln usky dill ko kbhi b bel ni skti……❤️‍🩹💔

 Kch din tk me wapis jany wali hn lkn usko is bt sa frq nhi h koi b bs lgta h tm wapis to a jao g kch time bad lkn usko kesy btao wo jo wqt Tmhara bgr guzarna kesy guzar paon g…???? Me smjhti hn wo bht msroof h usky bht sa kam h sb smjhti hn lkn wo sbko wqt da ra Mery ilawa❤️‍🩹 Jb uski dost jany wali thi hta k wo to wapis week bad ati rhti or usko pta tha sb phr b usko max time dea ye kah k wo ja ri h Kia me usky lye kch b ni hn Kia?????

 Aj phr meny srf usko note Kia k Kia wakai usky lye me important hn b k ni lkn phr khud ko dhoky me rakh k chup rahi koi swal ni kia  Q k dill me dr h khi wo Mjy chor na dy….. PTA ni q Asa krti hn lkn Mjy uski 1 bat thori c care moam kr deti sb zkhm me bhol jati hn ….. hta k Mjy pta k usky lye shayad me sbsy last py hn….. Q me usko chor nhi skti?????